Dreamcatcher

sad

2006-01-09T19:05:00.000+08:00

Listening: Cantonese version of Ai

I'm not in a very good mood now, cause I just made a stupid mistake and waste money with my mum's credit card. Stupid me. But I ordered FTTS's Transition. Okay.

Quite sad today, 'cause I smsed Abi and Teresa today. But none of them replied me. Okay, they're busy, I can accept that. But that's part of why I'm so dejected today. I feel so ignored...

Today, almost the whole class ponned 2 hours of Chinese compo writing lesson ^_^;;. Then since the S Paper people has 3 hours to spare, we went to Tampinese Mall. Evelyn went to pierce her ears lol!! That girl has no emotions at all. She wasn't even scared, with 6 people looking on hmmm. But I offered my hand anyway.

So fun... we split gummy candies from Mini Toons and Taiwanese Chicken. 7 greedy pigs. And Li Ming bought laces for her new WHITE shoes. =P lalala

SS501

2006-01-02T16:47:00.000+08:00

Listening: Nicholas Tse & Charlene Choi - Ai

Ahhh~~~*whines* School reopens tomorrow. Can I please don't go to school? I want to stay home and listen to SS501's Fighter and watch dramas all day. *clutches SS501 CD*

Okay, I'm crazy over SS501. I'm not sure why, but suddenly I see the human side of idols. Hyung Jun, the baby of the group cried after the fans sang a birthday song for him. He's so cute. Than he asked for his grandmother who was present during his performance. And then started crying again while hugging his grandmother. I laughed 'cause his short short grandmother was like craning her neck up at her 1.81cm tall grandson. HJ is only 8 months older. ^_^=

Back from Korea

2005-12-26T19:08:00.000+08:00

Listening: SS501 - My girl

Dad took a shot of me before we set off for the mountain top in the background.

Taken on top of some volcanic mountain.

A street outside the presidential palace.

Taken inside an ancient Goong(palace)

Down with stomach flu. Probably due to me not wearing enough warm clothings yesterday.

With regret, we left Seoul for Singapore yesterday at 4.45PM, korean time. It snowed lightly in the late morning. White christmas!!!

The winter scenes in Korea is truely beautiful... =^^. I went "skiing" at Pyong Yang resort. I demonstrated the braking motion perfectly in front of the instructor but somehow when I tried to put it to use, I just simply DON'T brake. So I'll be screaming all the way down and finally end in a fall/crash.

As predicted by weather reports, it snowed on Wednesday. But who could predict that there would be extremely strong winds too? All flights were cancelled for a day and a 1/2. Just when we were supposed to leave for Busan. So we were stuck on Jeju island. At the airport, we met this nice Korean lady who currently resides in Perth. She started chatting with us and even offered me traditional Korean sweet rice cakes.

Guess what, for the first time since the korea war, it snowed along coastline on Jeju island. At night, when we went outdoors we were buffeted by such strong winds that we all felt like being blown away, and have to clung on to each other for dear life. I'm not exaggerating. =_=;;

We went to this shopping street in Seoul. But it only sells clothes. No CD shop in sight, to my disappointment. But our tour guide brought me to the hidden CD shop in the doota building. Bought Dong Bang Shin Gi's repackaged edition album: 5 secret story there. So happy. And I also bought SS501's latest album from the shop in Incheon International Airport =^_^

Hopefully I'll be much better tomorrow =( This is sucky.

Back from Korea

2005-12-26T03:24:00.000+08:00

Listening: SS501 - My girl

Dad took a shot of me before we set off for the mountain top in the background.

Taken on top of some volcanic mountain.

A street outside the presidential palace.

Taken inside an ancient Goong(palace)

off to Korea!

2005-12-18T09:58:00.000+08:00

Watching: Sweet Spy episode 8

For abi

Leon William - Forever

For Teresa:

Huang Yida - Yi Mian de An Wei

That dear evelyn ar. The crazy girl flew back from Indonesia yesterday and is flying to US today. hmmmf. I'm leaving for the airport in the evening and I have yet to pack. This is tedious.

It's like waoh. Today is the 18th. Like I've waited for today like for months and months. But I can't say I'm excited. But reality hasn't hit me yet.

Dennis O'neil

2005-12-16T14:03:00.000+08:00

Watching: Bratty Princess episode 21

Am in the midst of watching this Korean drama. And one of the male lead is Dennis O'neil. Suave.... hohoho

Happy Dennis

Jealous Dennis

snow storm

2005-12-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

Watching: It Started With a kiss episode 11

NO THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING.

Currently, Seoul and a few near by cities are experiencing the worst snow storm in 66 years. It is so bad that temperatures drop as low as -16 degree celcius. The roads are all freezed up and most of the flights are cancelled due to the heavy snow storm. @$%#%^$%^&*^&*@$%#@????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please let me just hope that the trip will not be cancelled.

blah blah blah

2005-12-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

Watching - My name is Kim Sam Soon

Finally finish watching Devil Beside You.

It's so CHEESY. But I like the showwww~~ I'm so going to watch it a thousand times more before surrendering it to Teresa.

Will be quite busy up until Tri gets back I guess, including 3 days of chalet, of which my presence will be dubious due to mum's lack of car. And I have to complete the embroidery in ONE DAY. Oh god. Please tell me this isn't happening.

Somethings on my mind. Korea will be so freezing cold, they coldest place I've ever been. Don't know if I will be warm enough, due to me being allergic to wool.

snow 2

2005-12-03T20:13:00.000+08:00

Watching: Devil Beside you. **LAST EPISODE**

Lastest update: It's CURRENTLY snowing in Seoul, Korea!!!

snow

2005-12-01T10:39:00.000+08:00

Listening: Luo Zhi Xiang - Zhi Wo Chui Mian

Just checked the weather forecast for Seoul. Guess what, rain just may turn into snow on Sunday!! Look below.

I'm so excited haha. Today is 1 Dec and that means 18 more days!!

Mike He

2005-11-29T10:12:00.000+08:00

Listening: Rainie Yang - Li Xiang Qing Ren

Just want to emphasise my point Mike He must be the most handsome boy on Earth. Gosh. He's so cute. Lol.

This morning... my maid left for Philippines. I didn't even get a chance to say good bye to her. I gave her my hand-made prezzie though. She's very happy. That's enough, I hope.

misc

2005-11-28T12:01:00.000+08:00

Listening: 183 Club - Torture

Some miscellaneous stuff. Trying to finish my Physics, which I so do not want to do. My maid is going home tomorrow. Rather sorry she has to leave.

Rainbow Connection OST

My new clock. =)

Kyky finally meets his match.

My desk. Wiped and rearranged. There's still alot of stuff though. Can you spy my collection of cokes hiding behind Teresa's present? =P

winter

2005-11-23T08:36:00.000+08:00

Listening: Leo Ku - Shui Mei Ren

It's winter!!!!!

Winter in Korea

Winter is finally here!!!! The past 3 days have been freaking cold and this morning too. Yesterday due to rain, the temperature has been a cool 25 deg celcius. This morning I checked the kitchen clock again and the temperature is 24 deg celcius. COLD! But the day is warming up...

My dear Ren Quan and the princess

I've finally finished watching Men Bu Zheng Guan Dong~!! It's quite cheesy at times. But theres's lots of eye candy. ^_^

nobuta wo produce

2005-11-19T21:53:00.000+08:00

Listening: Kame + Yamapi - Shuuji to Akira: Seishun Amigo

My current favourite drama: Nobuta wo Produce starring Yamashita Tomohisa and Kamenashi Kazuya. Yamapi so so cuteeee~~~~ XD~~

Yamapi~~~ pi~~~ =^_^ His character, Akira, is so adorable too. Only Akira will totally denies flapping his arms going down the stairs and do it the next moment.

Back from Guangzhou

2005-11-11T15:34:00.000+08:00

Happy 17th

Birthday

Abby!!!

Touched down at midnight. The flight back was thoroughly horrible. This big fat man sitting beside me snored through out the whole flight, while the China people talked at the top of their voices like they own the whole plane. =_=;;

Some photos taken with my phone.

Ajisen Ramen. My lunch in the Hong Kong airport.

Beijing Lu, a shopping street. It's actually a busy commercial street even back in the Song & Qing Dynasty, as proven by the slabs of stones discovered.

Me posing beside the Coca Cola truck.

View from hotel.

Teemall. Shopping mall near hotel.

My half eaten Hagen daz?? set. Couz's treat.

Couz's

In the underground subway, called Metro Station there.

Shang Xia Jiu shopping street. The place rocks. Things are relatively cheap and afforadable. Bought a belt chain, jackets and bags there. =)

Hong Kong Aiport, taken from departure hall.

That's all. Wanted to upload a picture of Burger King's apple pie. But picture is corrupted.

I love shopping. ^_^

Good byeee

2005-11-05T09:06:00.000+08:00

Listening: William So - Nan Ren Bu Gai Rang Nu Ren Liu Lei

My last post before I leave.

I think he's super cute. Choi Si Won, actor-cum-singer-cum-dancer. Plus he's a taekwondo pro. How talented can he get? And he's only 18 years old!! This picture is from a scene in 18 vs 29 when he realised that the present is for him. Kakkoiii XD~~

I'm supposed to be doing my I & R. Rushing to the animal shelter later and rush back for tuition. And rush to the library to get a book. Whee~~

Bye Tritri, bye abby... I'll be back!!!!

I'm back.

2005-11-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

Listening: It started with a kiss OST - Er Zhou Ju

After some pestering to restart my blog, I've decided to do so mainly 'cause I'm quite bored.

Watching some dramas now.

Let's see. Taiwanese drama! It started with a kiss. Initially I was so bored by it I just delete the episodes without watching. But it turned out nice. Joe Cheng is cute <3

And Hana Yori Dango or otherwise known as Meteor Garden. Japanese drama with Jun Matsumoto as leading actor. !!! I can't stand his hair in the drama. x_X

Leaving for Hong Kong on the 6.45 AM flight on Sunday morning. That means I have to reach the airport by 5+ and get up at 4+. Gosh. -_-'''

depressed.. >_>;;

2005-06-05T10:36:00.000+08:00

I seemed to be quite depressed now. Don't know why. Feel like going to school and mug tomorrow. Yes, alone. >_>;; Hopefully the stuffy and suffocating library will be open. It will be empty and quiet anyway.

Quill

2005-06-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

Listening: W-inds Ageha

Just watched Quill... it's so sad.. T_T

Can't wait to go ALL tomorrow. See my Paintbrush, Abbany, Peanut, Caesar.. >_<

Eternity!

2005-06-01T20:54:00.000+08:00

Listening: Discman - Fly to the Sky Best Album

Was quite overjoyed to see this brown package lying on the seat when mum came to pick me up from the MRT station. Guess what!! It's my Fly to the Sky Best Album which I ordered from Yesasia.com last month. =P So happy. It's one week earlier than what I expected.

hah. Teresa so cute today at NUS. XD~~

yayaaa~~

2005-05-31T19:13:00.000+08:00

Listening: Lin Jun Jie - Wu Jin De Si Nian

The song rocks. =3!

Physics camp tomorrow. Will be glad to see my friends again. Miss them. Loh, Mich, Ju and other classmates of course, Ben, Vic, Joh.

Seem to have lost contact with Teresa again! x_X Hope to see her tomorrow.

Anyway, I'm very proud of myself. Done 2 tutorials. So went for a run. Came back and start making my Fly to the Sky theme for my dear Sony Ericsson K700i. My phone rocks. XD~~~ Now I can see my dear Brian every minute of the day. Buahaha.

whee~~

2005-05-29T15:03:00.000+08:00

Listening: Twins - Lao Shu Ai Dami

Am feeling lethargic all day - side effects of my medicine. Don't feel like doing anything but SLEEP.

About Teresa's grandpa. Am truely sorry. *hugs Tri*

Found some photos of *cough cough* online. So many he isn't so good looking after all.

Am still in the holiday mood. Must start studying soon~!!! Haven't see Abi for quite some time. Bleh.. Will be seeing Teresa again on Wednesday~! Muaha.

My Fly to the sky Best album is on its way to Singapore!! Should reach here by June 10. I can't wait ^_^

Happy studying for June Common Tests everybody!

another page of my life

2005-05-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

Listening: Justin Guarini - Condition of my life

Actually I'm apologetic towards Teresa for making her come with me to the guitar concert. She didn't want to go at all, just that she is returning a favour. But anyway, am grateful that she's there.

I didn't cry at the concert last night. Instead, the concert has made me finally let go. Ever since I quit the club in April, I kept looking back, regretting my decision. I keep turning the matter over and over again my mind, asking myself, what if, what if, what if. What if I'm not in science council? What if I did not meet the president that day and what he said will not keep ringing about my mind? What if, I am a good guitarist?

But this is reality. I am me. I can't turn back time, neither can I change who I am. Not being in Guitar Club no longer matters anymore. What is the most important now is my studies, and of course, my dear friends.

For the past 2 months, I have been striding back and forth on the same page, examining the words, wishing I can change them. But not anymore. I'll be taking a bold step forward, turning the page finally.

Cheers people. =D

tired

2005-05-23T15:16:00.000+08:00

Fly to the Sky - Kaseumahaeyo

YAY~~ Teresa is going to the guitar concert with me.. XD~~~ so happy.

Haiz. Our short holiday is coming to an end and its back to school tomorrow for one more week. I wish tomorrow will never arrive. Does anybody have the same sentiments as me? Tomorrow will be a late day. Have MAGIC inclusive of hustings. Then have to go home and study for Biology SPA the next day. And after biology SPA there's captains ball match at 2.30 till 5.30. x_X And there's sports carnival on Thursday. I kinda regretted volunteering to man the Science Council stall. Me and my great ideas. x_X

Haiz. Tired. Very tired. Will Friday ever arrive?

Tick Fever

2005-05-22T11:38:00.000+08:00

Listening: FTTS - Only One

Was too busy yesterday to post this:

Went to Animal Lovers' League again yesterday. Saw Michelle first. Entered the shelter to find my friends coming up to me. But you know I'm so evil so I totally ran away to find my darlings. And they're fast asleep in the nursery~

So anyway I went to the backyard and Bobtail ran up to me, panting. To my horror, his mouth was full of blood. I immediately went in search of an adult, luckily Mrs Strong was there. So now he's resting in the second cage, having taken some medicine. But it was truely heart wrenching to see the dog food covered by his blood and the whole floor splattered with blood. Actually Bobtail has Tick Fever, where there's internal bleeding from the nostrils, which can be fatal, if serious. T_T

So anyway I went out with Teresa and Abi yesterday night. Was quite fun really.. we haven't gone out for some time already... =D Went bersek. I know I'm totally broke yet I still bought that pretty long dangly earrings. Anyway, I realised that Teresa still knows me best. =P I love shopping yah? Like I can stand studying for one whole month without going out lolx.

stupid teacher

2005-05-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

Listening: HOT - Song for a lady

Today, during Physics lecture on Gravitation, to do a introduction, the lecturer Mr Neo made 2 girls and a boy came on stage to do a demonstration on physical attraction. By the way, the girls are from my class, one skinny and pretty, the other rather obese. But they're both truely nice people. So the evil lecturer made the guy chose between the two girls, see which has a more "attraction" for him.
That was pure MEAN damnit. I hate him. I almost cry there and then for my friend. I saw my friend laugh it away, but to have your obesity made fun of in front of the whole lecture theatre was PURE MEAN. I felt my tears coming out but quickly blinked them away. That stupid NEO. I hate him damnit. He sucks okay.

He probably think he himself is so attractive and "desirable"(to quote Mich) to make fun of other people. Damn him to hell. Actually all of us girls in the row loudly booed him. Michelle, in protest drew a cartoon on her lecture notes. A door, with the door number #N-E-O, and with a pig's head hanging in front of the door. LOLx. Actually, a pig's head hanging on the door is supposed to bring bad luck and that's what the load sharks sometimes do. XD~

brownies!

2005-05-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Missing you

Michelle's birthday today~! I think it was a big success. Took cake from mum and hurried back to the canteen. At the end I just simple skipped lunch cause I thought there wasn't time. Then I hurried around getting the card ready, getting the presents ready, getting the CAKE ready. I mumbled to myself, "You all better be grateful!!!" then Johannon & Aisyah heard and laugh. Was hungry so Aisyah nicely gave me part of her lunch and also stole bites from Tiff's plate.

Anyway, very happy with how things turned out. I gave the leftover cake to our Physics tutor. She's like, "You all want me to grow fat izzit.." XD~~ Michelle and YM seemed really happy and I learned a new abbrievation. AA~! Attract attention. And so sang the birthday song loudly in the canteen. Lalala~~

But freakz lah. I'm so going to fail my Physics Lecture Test. Blah.

Oh yes~!! After school today, Loh and Tiff went with me to NTUC to buy the brownie mix!! And so we went back to my house to bake the brownies.. Not bad. With Loh doing most of the work and me slacking by the side, we managed to come up with perfect brownies for the class~~~~

lvoe letter

2005-05-11T19:10:00.000+08:00

Am watching this one hour long Korean variety show Love Letter. Well it's just basically like a group of male artistes will be going through some tasks to win this female artiste's heart. It's quite hilarious really. I'm watching the episode with Fly to the sky feature BTW. They were supposed to say something to the girl, so Brian was like, "You're my Princess..." LIke AWWWWW!!!! Hwanhee just sighed in pleasure. Then the girl chose Hwanhee, so Brian's look was like, "What the hell" >_>

But actually there's another episode of Love Letter with only Brian, and the camera caught him unaware. He's expression is like totally SIANZ. Same for this episode. But having a bunch of guys making a fool of themselves for a girl is quite dumb really...

I don't understand a word, but Brian seems to be on the camera most of the time... then he'll joke straightfaced and there Hwanhee is laughing away. HH looks so handsome when he smiles..

And tomorrow is Michelle's birthday~!! Ooh lala.. that reminds me. I haven't wrap her present. And Tiffany so nice accompany me to lunch cause Loh had the Scholarship lunch reception.

I apologise for my above usage of poor English. XD~

tired

2005-05-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

Listening: L'arc~en~ciel - Jyojyoushi

I'm so freakin' tired~~~ *glares at chinese compre*

shy love

2005-05-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Shy Love

I love Fly to the sky. Their songs rock. And Brian is so totally handsome. But he's way too old for me. :(

Made a layout that shouldn't take me more than 15 minutes to put together. But I took the whole morning. Cause I was unhappy with it. Kept trying to change it, but at the end just decided to leave it as it is. Waste of time >_>;;; But I don't really like it.

I baked brownies. And it's a complete failure. Instead of brownies, I have cookies instead. Not enough oil. bake too long. So it's so hard I have trouble cutting it. Bweh.

Quite a sad day really.

rhapsody

2005-05-07T18:12:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Always Forever

Had diarrhoea. x_X. I was clutching my stomach in pain half the way home. Could swear I was dying then. Don't know that happened to me. Probably ate too much cat hair.

Since Abi ask, my day at the Animal Lovers' Leage aka Pet Villa was great! I reached late, Tiff and Michelle reached there much early and have started work at scooping out the wet dog food out of the little packets. So cool. So any, afterwards we walked over to the cafe to take a break. Then back to the shelter to bring the dogs out for a walk. I brought Paintbrush (she's adorable ^_~), Michelle brought Sweet Girl, and Tiffany brought Gina. Lovely dogs..

Oh yes, the love of my life, Peanut, seemed to have grown alot! Gotten heavier too.. but I love him all the same. I carried him and sat on the bench, but there's this evil temperamental dog that keep bothering Peanut. I was going to shoo him away when suddenly this large(1.5 times bigger then Kyky) brown dog bare his teeth and growl at the bully dog. So he stood guard beside me and growl at the evil dog whenever he comes near dear Peanut. The darling is protecting Peanut lolx!

I met a girl, from Pasir Ris Secondary. And here I thought she was JC 2 already... XD. Her name is Ting... She can't keep her dog Libby at home so she's kept at ALL. Was quite sad.. really. Libby whine like crazy when her owner has to leave.. T_T mweh.

On the way home, Bro asked Mum, "Is Dad coming along?"

Me: "Go where!?!?"

Mum: "Grandma's place."
Me: "Oh really, when?"
Mum: "Today."

Me:"What!?!? How come I didn't know of this?!?!" O_O;;;

I seem to have been so caught up in schoolwork, that I seem to have been totally excluded by things going around me.

tired

2005-05-06T16:43:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Shy Love

It's Friday~!! woohoo~!!!

Actually.... I'm very tired now. Should go take a nap. But time is so precious, I don't want to waste time sleeping. Now, I feel that I have so little time to do what I want, all my time is spent doing tutorials and study and study.

Guitar Concert, Aurora IX is on May 27th. I think I'm going alone. So one of my good friend is going, but she's going with her TKGS friends. I asked my sister, but she's like, "anything lor.." Why waste $7 if she's so uninterested. So yeah, whatever. Or maybe I should just not go.

Oh yes, expectedly, TJ band got Gold with Honours for Syf. Yeah.

Brian rocks.

SCG 19/05 rocks too

I'm very sleepy.

I'm a idiot. Why bother looking at someone when he doesn't even care about you?

Yay, back to the animal shelter tomorrow. Can't wait to see Peanut. That adorable green eye pup.

My friend told me that this guy in my class that is a total gentleman. He opens doors for girls and ask if they need his help to carry anything. Waoh. O_O;; Can't believe there's still such a guy in this world. I thought most guys just slam doors in girls' face.

Pissed.

2005-04-30T16:31:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Forever

Two days ago, Thursday, 28/04, Guitar SYF, TJC guitar club is the only ensemble in WHOLE of Singapore to get GOLD WITH HONOURS~!! Woo hoo~~ Congrats to Kee Meng and Yu Ting. I think they were very happy when they announced this on stage yesterday.

I left the animal shelter at 3.30, instead of the 5.00. Why? My eczema flared up. Badly. This malay lady told me not to come again. I wanted to curse and rail and shout and blame someone for my skin problem. But who's to blame? Nobody, its just God's will. I love animals but I'm just never meant to be with them. Similarly, I love playing the guitar, but I'm just never meant to play as an ensemble.

Life is so unfair. But then again, things are never fair. Why is it that some people have everything? Looks, wealth, popularity. While some people have nothing.

Birthday

2005-04-27T20:42:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Love Forever

I have tonnes of work to do. Study for test. Do PI!! But today's its my birthday.. must blog!!

The day started out quite horrible. Commited some stupid mistake during my Chemistry mock SPA. And my classmates didn't wish my Happy Birthday!! Okay, so that was on purpose, but it was cruel. >_>;;

Actually they planned a surprise. I was rushing for time (got interview) and quickly went off to buy my lunch. Then I sat down to eat lunch while all my classmates are standing and looking around. I kept asking them why they don't want to sit down and eat, all say "later" and I presume that they are eating with their CG lolx. But then suddenly, Michelle was like, turn around! And tadaa.. my birthday cake. With the candles quickly snuffed out cause I was sitting under the fan.. My class started singing my birthday song loudly. Then Li Ming presented me with a big box. My prezzie!! SCG 19/05 really Rocks..!! ^_^

Was late for Civics due to interview. Then someone was like, "Let's start?" "Aiya, we start then everybody will start". So of a sudden CG 30/05 started singing birthday song for me. XD~~ Then we went over to rm 419 to sing birthday song for April babies.

So I have 3 cakes today.

sad.

2005-04-26T19:15:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Missing you

Almost a week since I've last posted. Time just seem to fly past. It seems just yesterday that it was sis's birthday. Now 3 weeks have past, and tomorrow's my birthday. But it doesn't seem birthday-like.

Actually am quite depressed by many stuff this past week. Guitar, for one. Finally got up the courage and told the chairman that I'm quitting. So yes, I've quit. I don't want to, but I know I'm a bad player and cannot possibly cope. Now, studies are more important then anything else. I know that, yet why do I feel this heart-wrenching sadness everytime Abi mention guitar? I realise that I'm being very childish and selfish by asking her to stop talking about guitar, so have decided not to anymore.

But I feel like crying whenever I see a guitar. I really enjoy playing it. I still keep up to date with guitar activities through friends in guitar. Why?!?! I'm being an idiot. I want to go watch the SYF. But..I don't know.

Frankly, I'm just plain tired. Of everything. Of school. Of life. I'm sick of JC. I don't sleep well every night and just wake up feeling exhausted. Am I coping well? I would be lying if I say I am. So maybe quitting guitar was I good thing. All my schoolmates and tuition teacher was like WHAT?! when I told that I have 3 CCAs on top of triple sciences.

Just found out that today my friend's friend is also very crazy over Dong Fang Shen Qi. So cool. Unfortunately, I'm currently crazy over Fly to the Sky. Brian~~ =^_^. Did I mention that I just spent 2/3 of my pocket money on their Live Concert: Unforgettable CD? It's so nice..

SPA

2005-04-20T13:49:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Monologue

Skipped mass civics and Contact time. So yes, I'm home(thankfully)~~ But still I have to be back in school by 3.30 for Science Council. Am tempted to go earlier so I can go find the guitar president and tell him I'm quitting guitar. Like just get it over and done with. Cause I just can't make up my mind.

Chemistry SPA early in the morning. I think this is the most disastrous SPA I ever have. First: Added too much distilled water to the graduated flask. So I must redo or use someone else's standard solution. 2, my pipette disappeared into thin air. 3: my burette was leaking. 4:My second burette was still leaking cause I didn't place the clip correctly. So my titrations went haywired. 5:I didn't complete a single titration. 6: I pulled too hard, the cap of the stopper of the flask came off. O_O;;

quitting guitar

2005-04-17T11:12:00.000+08:00

Listening: Exile - Hero

How's everybody doing in school? Getting along fine, I hope.

As for me, I've decided to stop being a maniac and quit one of my CCAs - Guitar. Regarding this, I'm very apologetic to 2 persons: Abi and the club president. So.. yah, I'm very sorry about this. But I feel that I should have my life stop revolving around just schoolwork, CCA, schoolwork, CCA. I have no life. Anyway, my parents are supportive of my decision. With the extra time, I am embarking on a CIP project with some friends that hopefully will be approved.

Reading Abi and Teresa's blogs, I realised that gradually everybody is integrating well into their own JCs. I mean, yes that's a very good thing. But I just hope that people don't lose contact with their old friends in the process.

I thought that Dad was going to Korea next month but then mum told me that he may not be going after all due to some commitments in Singapore. NOOOO~~ Fly to the Sky is releasing their Best Collection album early next month~~ And I want Brian's posters~~~~~ >_<;;;

2005-04-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

Listening: FTTS - han

I feel like password-protecting my blog, just in case some people who are not supposed to read, read my blog.

Anyway, I went to school early to study. It was to make myself suffer since I slacked alot the night before. As usual I went to The Scope benches to study. Coincidentally, the only empty bench was the one beside the guitar president and his twin brother. He saw me and waved. Then told me he will return my X Japan CD on Friday. Well, there's Sports Day. Wednesday then, he said, but then I told him I got Science Council. I think he's rather annoyed that I'm skipping so many guitar practices. He told me to go find out today when SCICO sessions will end. I was like no, I'm not going today. He was quite surprised that I'm skipping CCA as I like until I told him I'm going to NJ. He was like, you seem very busy >_>;; I proceeded to ignore him and study my Gas Laws.

Went with BS to the taiwan-sg thing at NJ. Quite demoralising there. TJ is the last JC among all the rest: Hwa Chong, VJ, National, Raffles. >_>;; All the Tjcians cheered for Mr. Terence Ong who was present. Then when they came to the VJ teacher, only Bing Sheng cheered loudly. So funny.. everybody was like O_O;;;

Of all JCs, of all days, TJC's interview for the student exchange program is on 27 APRIL. Eh hello? MY BIRTHDAY. >_>;;

2005-04-13T18:15:00.000+08:00

happiness vs sadness

2005-04-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

Sneaked away from CCA half way through since the club was going to play video games. I believe my stealthy skills to be quite good since Alvin didn't even notice I was gone and later sms me: Where are you!?

Checked my phone afterwards to see Trs n Abi's sms. They're at the mall, so I happily join them althought it was quite late. Found myself really happy at seeing Teresa again. Seems like ages since I've seen her. Took neoprints~!! lalala...

But then because of all my fault.. my fault.. my fault, my fault... now everybody's unhappy. *knocks head on wall*

Looking forward to see Bing Sheng tomorrow. It's always a pleasure to see a good friend... Can't wait to see his flying skills.

Sleepy...

2005-04-09T08:12:00.000+08:00

Listening: Yellow generation - Tobira no Mukou E

Quite sleepy. Feel like going back to sleep but I have tuition later.

Finally the week is over. Can relax. Don't have much hope of passing my biology test, but I guess it's okay. It's over after all.

Going to watch The Pacifier later with Abi~! Can't wait...

Actually I think my obsession over some particular guy in my CCA is rather too much. I should let my obsession die a horrible death but I've no idea how. I don't want to be infautated with him. O_O;;

Friday~~

2005-04-08T13:54:00.000+08:00

Listening: FTTS - Sea of Love

Before I wander off to dreamland and later back to school for my guitar practice, I want to write something.

Was watching the Sea of Love MV, and I've came up with a conclusion. I think Sea of Love is the cheapest MV ever made. I mean, the guys are only given SINGLETS and jeans to wear. I'm not complaining of course. The body hugging singlet showed off Brian's body perfectly. I swear I'm not a pervert.

bio test

2005-04-07T17:16:00.000+08:00

Listening: Xiao Hu Dui - Zai Jian

I saw him again today! Haven't seen him for quite some time... ^_^

Just want to mention that the previous entry is screen captures from FTTS's Missing You MV. Brian is so handsome~~!!! XD~~

I know I can't announce this publicly, but if you 2 are reading this, THANK YOU, ABI + BING SHENG + TERESA~!!

I have a biology lecture test tomorrow. I'm so going to die. Gosh. I just hope for a pass. Ack.

Missing you - Brian

2005-04-04T18:11:00.000+08:00

Listening: Xiao Hu Dui - ?

Oh.. whatever

2005-04-01T16:29:00.000+08:00

Listening: Nana Kitade - Kesenai Tsumi

Was supposed to go out with Abi after school today but something came up and she couldn't make it. Since our one and only lecture for the day end at 9.45 someone suggested going out to Tampinese Mall to eat lunch. That was exactly what I originally planned so I was very happy. We took neoprints~!!! I didn't get the nice ones, but I guess its okay. But soon the original 9 people gradually dwindle down to 4. We 4: Me, Tiffany, Michelle and Loh. Loh very moody O_O:; Anyway, I'm quite happy. Love my SCG lots. SCG 19/05 rocks~!! XD~~ We even want to make a SCG 19 wrist band!! That's so cool...

Actually this makes me realise that even though we can be very close friends, being in different schools will force us to grow apart. It's not like we have a choice, but our own commitments will not allow us to constantly meet up with those friends.

TJ life

2005-03-31T16:46:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Right here waiting

Tomorrow is the last day of the "honeymoon period". We will receive our timetables for the rest of the year and school will really start next week.

So how's TJ life so far? I feel that every minute of the day, I'm missing my 4/3 friends alot. You know, my usual gang. Teresa, Abi, Herlina, Celiana, Bing Sheng, Kimberly etc etc. I don't know if I can say that I'm happy in TJ, but I'm okay with it.

Talking about 4/3, it seems quite sad that some classmates for 2 years can juz walk past me(eg. Sharzia), totally ignoring my existence, while people I know for just 3 months bother to wave hi to me. Everytime I see Herlina in school, she'll start waving enthusiastically to be and smile. At the way everybody is forgeting their old friends, I half expect her to ignore me sometimes. Zhi Yong and Rebecca ar, seems to have forgetten all the 4/3-ers. Yan Liang still manages to mumble "hi" when he walks past. Edison.. very weird.

This past week, Dad seems very busy. One night, he only came home at 3AM due to a meeting. Plus his home arrival time is usually at around 11. O_O;; And today he has left for Malaysia and only will be back on Sunday. Aiyo, why like that.

Anyway, I went to see my usual doctor in the Tampinese West area, where I used to live. While my mum buys my medicine, I sat in the car and stare up at the block of flat where I lived. Suddenly, I have this weird feeling: Although I've lived in that flat for until I was 5, I can't really remember much. Can't remember walking along the corridor, can't remember the day to day stuff of living there.

I told my mum about this, then we start to reminiscence about the days living in my old flat. I remember I was climbing the curved ladder in the playground but slipped and was hanging on for dear life until a dear old man came along to save me. Foolish me also thought that the fan resembles the helicopter blades and stuck my finger into the fan. Oh yes, at night, I was very terrified of the cat mews when I was young. I remember my sis cried so hard when one of our maids went back to Philipines. There was once, my dear neighbour bachelor Uncle William's mother was cooking but fell asleep. There was lots of smoke so my mum called the firemen. All very drama. I was moved to another neighbour's house, unfortunately missing all the action.

Sorry for the long entry. >___<;;;

coughing...

2005-03-29T16:51:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - han

Coughing like mad...

I feel like I'm blogging nonsense everyday, out of boredom.

Maris stella high

2005-03-28T16:32:00.000+08:00

Listening: Luo Zhi Xiang

I don't get it.... why are all the good looking guys from Maris stella high?!? Why!? Why?!?! Can't be a coincidence. >_<;; But then I'm not saying all Marists are good looking lolx.

Two happy things I'm really delighted over! As my two best friends should know, I (FINALLY) got a new phone~!! It's Sony Ericsson... so kool kan. XD~~ Secondly, I got into my triple science course. Was losing sleep over my appeal, afraid I can't get in since I haven't pass a single Science test since school reopens.

Oh yeah, I sliced off my skin accidentally. It's quite disgusting the way the skin is so white at first followed by the blood. I yelped so loudly my friend down the cubicles could hear me loud and clear XD~

lalala

2005-03-27T10:17:00.000+08:00

Listening: CD (Kpop 100%) from Teresa

Plan to make a new Brian layout before I get so swamped by schoolwork nobody can see hide or hair of me.

Yesterday, the guitar president messaged the junior emsemble and ask us to response if we're staying. Then I thought of the saying, "When the going gets tough, the tough gets going." So I shall persevere with guitar playing even though its tough. Abi, aren't you proud of me?

Brian~!!!

2005-03-26T09:57:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Summer in Love

Orientation next week~!!! And lessons start again~~~~~~~~~ argghhh~!!!!

brian~~~

2005-03-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

Listening: All 4 One - Not ready for Goodbye

Singing...

Don't really know what I want to say in this entry. Just simply feeling very exhausted. As for other emotions, shall examine them next time. Good night, people.

JAE posting

2005-03-22T12:59:00.000+08:00

Watching: FTTS MV - Goodbye

He's so good looking don't you think? =^_^ Carrying his photo around in my file. Then a classmate saw it and exclaimed: "Who is this!! So shuai!" Lolx.

When I got back from school this morning, was so bored that I type this super long entry. Then I clicked Publish Post. And guess what!??! Cannot find server. I clicked Back and my entry is gone.. Sad.

Major loss kay.. I was rambling on and on about Loh's wishy-washyness and the way she's so WEIRD. Offering to do something then complaining about it lolx.

Not ready for goodbye

2005-03-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

Not Ready For Goodbye

All 4 One

Sittin here staring at the wall

Another lonely tear falls

I'm tryin to write you this song

But I can hardly see the page at all

Cause its breaking my heart when I look in your eyes

And I don't see me anymore

When you're all I'm living for

Baby tell me that you still believe, that you still love me

The way I love you

If you take your love away from me, you know I would die

Cause I'm not ready for goodbye

Baby please pick up the phone

Tell me I'm crazy, I've got it all wrong

I don't know what I'm gonna do

I don't know how to live without you

You are the first song my heart ever heard

And baby I, I believed every word

You are my heart, my soul, my world

Baby tell me that you still believe, that you still love me

The way I love you

If you take your love away from me, you know I would die

Cause I'm not ready for goodbye

Every breath that I take, every beat of my heart

You know its all for you

I wanna hold you, I wanna love you forever and always

Baby tell me that you still believe, that you still love me

The way I love you

If you take your love away from me, you know I would die

Cause I'm not ready for goodbye

Baby tell me that you still believe, that you still love me

The way I love you

If you take your love away from me, you know I would die

Cause I'm not ready for goodbye

Baby tell me that you still believe, that you still love me

The way I love you

If you take your love away from me, you know I would die

Cause I'm not ready for goodbye

This is the original song version of Fly to the Sky's Goodbye.

Brian~~~

2005-03-19T14:29:00.000+08:00

Listening: FTTS - Gravity

Keep watching FTTS videos over and over and over and over again... So nice... Brian is so totally handsome.. =^_^= And then he sang Right Here Waiting with Hwanhee too... so nice... But his English is really good. But then he's a American Korean. o_O

Brian really looks so kakkoi when he sings. XD~~~

Lastest update on The Bone: The fish bone is still stuck deep in my throat. Thanks for your concern, Trs and cel... One day if I drop dead from infection in my throat, you'll know that I love you all dearly...

The Fish Bone

2005-03-18T12:45:00.000+08:00

Listening: MP3 player

Help~~~ The bloody fish bone is still stuck in my throat. It's painful.

This and that..

2005-03-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

Listening: MP3 player

My new layout... made by yours truely! ^_^ Okay, so I know that it's screwed up. But that's cause blogspot is screwed up. Oh, whatever. Eye-candy galore! Oh my gosh.. Brian... =^_^

Was reading Bing Sheng's entry. Why are everybody's entries so depressing? Unfortunately, its true. But I guess when we're down, we just want to share it with the whole world. But frankly, other then your best friends, who cares about the nitty-gritty details of your problems?

So yes, I have decided to try and keep my own problems to myself. The world is sad enough as it is.
After the practice yesterday, I've decided to continue with guitar. I don't want to quit, yah? I really enjoy playing the guitar. Under encourage from my dearie, I shall persevere!!!!!

I feel that this holiday is very screwed up. Just very out of sorts. Everybody seem so busy all of a sudden. Nobody to keep me company. My friends seem to be busy with their JC. Sis is busy preparing for exams. *wallows in self-pity*

BUT!!Dad is coming home from Sydney today.... ^_^

My friends

2005-03-13T18:28:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Han

To my dear friends:

Thank you for bringing rainbows & sunshine to my life
Thank you for making me feel wanted - ever since the first moment you stepped into my life
Thank you for always being there for me
Thank you for accepting me for who I am
Thank you for just being you.

Singapore is very small!

2005-03-11T20:25:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - my Love

He's crying.. T_T

Since Teresa is not online to do it, and Abi is too lazy, I shall have the honour of talking about today. Firstly, I went to crash TP with 3 of my classmates, and so naturally skipping Guitar practice. My dear Abby was waiting for me at the bus stop... then she brought us around.

Fastforwarding to the highlight of the day, I abandoned by classmates and eloped with my darling to Tampinese Mall... and guess who we met there~!!!! OH MY GOSH!!! It's Teresa~!!!! Lolx. Singapore is so small... the worst thing is, she didn't even see me at first! But then, when I saw her, I felt this real surge of happiness I haven't felt in what seem like weeks. And coincidences of coincidences~!! We are all wearing class T-shirts and thoroughly broke. Even our wallet costs more than what we have in it.

But wearing our class shirts, it seems like we're in Temasek again. Look, no collar pins to segregate us. That's nice.. =^_^ Me like.

CCA admission to Uni

2005-03-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Han

I'm feeling so terrible, I almost didn't blog(and wouldn't that be a tragedy?). My throat and tongue is screaming in pain.

I'm sure that everybody has heard that, starting from our batch, CCA admission to University would be demolished!! ie. CCA will only be looked at only if academic performace is not up to standard. Now I'm thinking the '88 Dragons are not so unlucky after all. =P

But I still think that the education system is screwed up. Just a few years before, they were proclaiming widely that CCA will make up 5% of uni admission so as to help those not academically inclined but excel in other areas to get into Uni. But lolx, I'm not complaining of course. XD~

Sick lar...

2005-03-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the Sky - Missing you

At the beginning of the week, I tell myself: Just 5 more days!! Pull through that and I'll get to see Abi and Teresa soon!! But then today, my body decided it had it, and break down on me. Left school at 11.30 with a slight fever. Came home from the doc and has been sleeping ever since.

There's PE tomorrow. Looking forward to PE cause his PE is right before mine. Can see him if we're early enough. Heh.

Hope I get better by tomorrow. Shouldn't miss any more lessons....

Thanks everybody for your comments. ^_^

Waking up to reality.

2005-03-08T17:23:00.000+08:00

Listening: Jeff Chang - Ai ru chao shui

I think I really must wake up to reality - the reality that I will not be in the same school as Abi and Teresa for the next 2 years. I miss them, I miss the happy days together in Temasek. I miss the times when I would arrive in school and people would greet me with a wave or a smile. Can I turn back time?

The harsh reality is that we're all in different JCs now. The reality is that I would not be seeing my dear friends ever single day. The reality is that there wouldn't be a someone for me to depend on when I need solance. The reality is that I have to be careful with what I have to say every second of the day, especially with ultra-sensitive people like Loh who takes offend so easily. The reality is that Loh will just ignore me or stalk off, if I say a careless offending sentence.

But yet, life's like that. Bitter and sweet at the same time. Sweet stuff like I was last to finish bathing after swimming lessons. Some of my classmates, carried my shoes, bag, file, skirt and everything else to the toilet and waited for me. Sweet, cause SCG 19 is really nice. I don't know if I can tolerate it if the SCG system is demolished.

Vivian: You're very nice, but you would never understand my CG problem.

TJ stinks

2005-03-06T20:25:00.000+08:00

I DON'T WANT TO STAY IN TJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Ai ru Chao Shui

2005-03-06T19:09:00.000+08:00

Listening: Leo ku - medly

Happy (belated) Birthday to Herlina!!!

I've not ran for 3 days in a row. I've yet to practise my guitar for Friday. Gosh, I'm a slacker. >:(

Nonsense

2005-03-05T08:54:00.000+08:00

Listening: Leo Ku - Medly

Went to Tampinese Mall yesterday, straight away after guitar to buy some stuff. Her's birthday present for one. Got new ear plugs. Socks. Anyway it's a stupid idea lugging around a guitar in a shopping mall. I want a duffel bag. I took the train home, and guess who I saw at the MRT station? Guitar Club vice-president. She was like O_O;;. I was quite eye-catching I guess, carrying a guitar that is getting bigger and heavier every minute.

TJC's A level results are good, so in celebration, the principal made Monday a half day. :)
Dad showed me a article this morning. It features this TJC graduate. The story is that he was as EM3 student. Then went to Normal(Acad) stream, took O levels after 5 years and went to Temasek JC. He scored 4 straight As and a distinction for S Paper I think. He said that if one doesn't score well, it may means that one isn't confident in oneself, not that one doesn't understand the syllabus. If an EM3 student can do so well, an EM1 student can't possibly do worse right? Yesh, I shall persevere.

JC...

2005-03-03T19:06:00.000+08:00

Listening: Zhang Zhen Yue - Ai Wo Bie Zhou

Brian from Fly to the Sky~!!! He's so handsome, don't you think? Kakkoi...=^_^

After some advising by my dear Britney, I decided to stay in TJ. It's a load off my mind. Actually, TJ has always been my dream school, I'm afraid if I leave it I may regret it. But I was ready to leave it for my dear friends. Then today, I realised Teresa don't really need me at all. So..yah. I'll stay in TJ and slog it out.

A new student joined our class(SCG 19) today. He just walked in during Bio and everybody was like O_O;; The story is that he just came back from Hong Kong and is dumped into our class. He's not bad looking really. But I feel that guys in my class are all very SMART, but they have this bad habit of falling asleep during lectures and tutorials. This guy, Henry is exactly the same. o_O;; But he's very quiet. Doesn't mix with us much. *shrugs*

*waves to Yisha*

Ta people. =)

Release of O Level results

2005-02-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

Listening: Accidentally in Love

Oh my gosh~!!! Look at this!! It's Dodokanai Ai to Shitteitanoni Osaekirezuni Aishitsuzuketa... by Gackt. Yes, yes another love song. But guess what, it says, 'This product is expected to release on April 27, 2005.'!!!!!! April 27 kay??!? My birthday.. *hint hint*

Hair cut

2005-02-27T19:20:00.000+08:00

Listening: Gackt - Love Letter

I'm listening to Gackt's new love ballads album, but I don't feel particularly romantic right now. o_O;;

I suddenly decided to have a haircut. At the airport yesterday, Abi and Teresa said they want to cut their hair. So I kaypo and said I also want to go. Well, Teresa didn't cut at the end(*sob*), and I got myself a new hair style~!! Okay, I love it.

I realised I always want to cut my hair whenever I'm unhappy, frustrated, confused. I'm all of those right now. I'm frustrated with schoolwork, guitar and tests. That cause me to be very short-tempered, which I'm truely sorry for. So I quarrel frequently with my parents. Again, I'm sorry for that.

Oh well, results are to be released tomorrow at 2PM. Good luck everybody.

Dunno?

2005-02-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

Listening: Simple Plan - Welcome to my life

Thanks Abi for the song..

For once, I have no idea what to write about. Another week have finally ended, allowing me to take a break from all this rat race. Quite exhausted. EH... O level results are going to be released in 3 days time.

Anyway, I'm still thinking about TJ and MJ. Which should I go? I guess it depends alot on my results, so I should not think too much about it right now. Otherwise I would find a few strands of white hair in the morning.

Like I was telling everybody, I'm a complete loser. I don't excel academically - I've failed all my triple science tests so far. I'm not atheletic. I'm not musically inclined either. So who am I bluffing by joining Guitar Club? I'm not cut out for guitar... hence I came to the conclusion that I'm just lying to myself.

What else do I want to say? I love the tutors at TJ. Okay, so I got all the good ones. Especially Ms Tiew, my bio tutor. I failed my bio test. She doesn't look down on me or juz ignore me. She told me to go home and revise my work, to look for her if I don't understand anything. *very touched* Shall work hard for Biology.. yeah.. *victory sign*

PS. TERESA!!!!!!!! BING SHENG!!!!! YOU 2 MUST COME TJ OKAY!??!

I'm back...

2005-02-22T17:12:00.000+08:00

Listening: W-inds - Winding Road

Well, I'm back. Nothing new there.

I'm like so tired everyday. Again, nothing new here. I'm failing every tests. I failed my Chemistry. I failed my Physics. And I'm going to fail my Bio test. I don't know why, but I'm evidently not concentrating on my work. Mum says I've changed. I admit that hurts deeply cause its true. Now I slack and procrastinate. I'm failing my tests left and right. I'm at the bottom of the class and that depress me greatly.

I've taken to running everyday. During that 20-30 minutes where I run to Temasek Sec, I clear out my mind, and just concentrate on breathing in and out. I think it helps me to relax and not be so stressed out.

I know everybody's worried about O Level results coming out in a few days time, especially Teresa and Abby. I'm kind of.. relax. Not because I'm confident that I'll do well. It's because I don't really care either way. I want to stay in TJ cause it's near my house and everything. But then I realise I'm not happy in TJ. Perhaps I would be happier in MJ with Tris there. So if I can't stay in TJ.. then *shrugs* it doesn't matter I guess.

Going back to chiong for tomorrow's test. Ta ppl^^

Everything and anything

2005-02-12T06:31:00.000+08:00

I just realise that regardless of the carping and complaining I did last year, I was truely happy in Temasek. I realise that I took all my friends for granted. Took the way the accept me unconditionally and the way they are always there for me for granted. I don't like TJ... where are those friends??

I feel that my weekend is being stolen from me, and I don't even realise it until its too late. Suddenly, I want to go to Ju ren's house. I don't care about getting a red packet, but I want to see my darling friends. After a grueling week in school, I need to feel that friendship again. T_T

But...I can't. Damn tuition. Damn guitar. Damn TJ. Damn all the tests next week.

Valetine's day is next monday. While every girl is thinking about chocolates and roses, I'm worrying over my guitar pieces. I'm worrying over what I should wear on Monday. I want to wear the top I wore on Thursday, but someone is sure to make sure remark that make me wants to cringe. Oh well...

Second post in the day!!

2005-02-09T19:17:00.000+08:00

Listening: Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love

Firstly, I want to say to ABI: Don't mind me kay~!!! I'm just very depressed by everything...

I've decided to just treat the guitar club president as a friend, a fellow Gackt fan... nothing else. So yah! Borrowing the Malice Mizer video from him... Quite excited. I've seen tonnes of Gackt solo performances, but none of the time when he was in Malice Mizer!!

Going for reunion dinner later... I'm wearing my Vietnamese dress. I plan to make everybody go O_O;;

I'm going to visit Teresa's house tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chinese New Year!!

2005-02-09T12:17:00.000+08:00

Listening: Zhang Dong Liang - Ji Mo Bian Jie

Happy Chinese New Year~!!!!!

Early in the morning, we went over to grandma's house to bai nian. So sianz. There's absolutely nothing there to do... even the lion dance on TV seems interesting.

Lately, I seem to be very depressed by a lot of stuff, although I don't show it. I only tell them to my good friends, but do they understand my frustration?

I went to TJC forums and complained about Guitar Club, like how we couldn't join SYF with no experience, so fewer PEARLS points yadda yadda. Then all the seniors replied and keep repeating themselves: Just work hard blah blah. But how am I supposed to "work hard" without a guitar? I truely wonder if I will get my guitar before I leave TJ.

So I wanted to borrow Abi's guitar. But she seems very reluctant so... don't know what to say. I'm sorry if I assume too much. >__>

Lots of school work yet to complete. So little time. So tired.

Something amusing. Sis's Pioneer JC is nicknamed Penguin JC, since the P corresponds and penguins are black and white too, just like PJ's uniform. What about TJ? Turtle JC!! Turtles are green, and can swim very well. That's why we are forced to learn swimming every week!!!

Frustration

2005-02-07T21:48:00.000+08:00

Listening: Britney - Everytime

I realised I get very short-tempered when:
1) I'm tired

2) My eczema is acting up

3) I'm hungry

My eczema has been quite bad this few weeks, as Teresa probably knows. Everybody tells me not to scratch but this is so frustrating for me cause saying is much easier than doing it. People who doesn't have eczema probably don't understand how hard it is to control oneself. But I know whenever I scratch, I must pay doubly the consequences. It hurts so much later on and will leave scars. I was crying while taking a shower. It's just too painful. Think it's that new soap specially for eczema. Oh my, just look at its ingredients: vegetables and tar. O_O;;

He offered to lend me this Malice Mizer concert video VCD!!!(got Gackt~!!!) XD~~ I thought he was going to scold me for complaining about the guitar club. But nope! He's very nice about everything too. Heh...

Re-written entry

2005-02-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

Listening: BSB - Shape of my heart

I have decided to rewrite the previous entry. My obsession was showing too much.

Yesterday's Chinese New Year carnival was really fun. I've never enjoyed myself so much ever since school started. Immediately after lessons, I headed towards the audi to meet my OG. I started pitching in to help. At first, I felt a little out of place since there's not much to do.

The fun started when we started setting up the stall. I helped with whatever I could do, when I realised everybody is not bad at all. We had a lot of fun making the bubble tea. The business was really good, I mean that the orders from the front of the stall came so fast that all of us have to scramble to keep up. But we all co-operated and things came out fine. Am thoroughly delighted at seeing the mass of people standing in front of the stall!!

For once, I actually talked to some of the guys, and decided they are really nice too. Like Edwin and Leong Chuan. That Edwin, thoroughly disgusting but he really is funny. He wanted to sell the bubble tea with the tea bag still inside the cup...... >___>;;

But of course the main reason I was determined to stay in the stall for the most part of the carnival was that there are some interesting things to ogle at in the stall beside mine...............

he replied~~~

2005-02-03T17:43:00.000+08:00

Listening: Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love

First of all, I want to say a big thank you to Loh for being such a great friend to me. For sticking with me through thick and thin. For staying with me though out our run. She could have just gone on without me and probably end up with a perfectly good timing. But she chose to run with me, encouraging me all the way. T_T I'm so touched. Thank you~~~

And Chinese New Year is just around the corner. I can't wait. That Aussie cousin of mine is staying overnight tomorrow. Haiz. Can't say I'm anticipating that prospect.

For some reason I feel so touched by what Tris said in my tagboard: 'I will like tell my friends, "my best friend is so clever, she got 6 and is in TJ"' I'm touched cause she still consider me her best friend and that she's proud of me. Cause I'm not exactly proud of myself. >__>

Anyway.... HE REPLIED!!!! HE REPLIED!!!! HE REPLIED!!!! =^__^=

Stuff

2005-02-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

Listening: Drive

Kinda depressed by stuff that happened during Guitar and SC. I'm only writing this cause there's nobody from Guitar and SC reading my blog. But.. yah.

I always find myself lamenting and complaining about the unfairness of this world. Why are some people born with the looks? With the figure? With the wit and talent? Why don't I have those listed above? I'm just a ugly girl with absolutely no talent to speak of. Why?? WHY?? Why must I be the one born with minor thalassaemia where there's only 25% chance? WHY? Why must I be cursed with eczema? Why must I be the only one with health defects among my siblings?? Among my friends??

But then I stop and think. There are so many more unlucky people in this world. I have a great family, great friends. I live in a house, with a dog. I have everything. They don't. Lepers and people with AIDS, etc are generally ostracized. It's terrible.

I was actually inspired but this TV programme. It feature this child who was born with a rare skin disease. It makes he/her all red all over and it hurts terribly. Then her mum said, "I asked her if she blames me for giving birth to her... And she said no, she's born with it, so she'll live with it." I was so touched I almost cried.

Actually my mum is the same. Whenever she sees me suffering.. she hurts too I think. She keeps telling me that she's sorry for making me suffer. I don't really blame anyone really. It's just my luck, so I have to make do. Life continues.

But it still doesn't stop me from twitching with envy when I see those "perfect people".

Swimming Lesson

2005-02-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

Listening: Jang Nara - Sweet Day

I used to hate Tuesday because there are swimming lessons early in the morning. And cause I have hydrophobia, I usually just spend the hour standing around watching the others. Today was about the same, except at the end, our coach released the rest, and that left the four of us. They can't float yet, and I'm the odd one. So she told me to start blowing bubbles.(lolx) Anyway, the other 3 left soon. I was the only left in both pools. XD~~ She had me slowly putting my mouth and nose into the water. Okay, so it wasn't that bad. Then the second coach appear. I got 2 personal coaches!!
Before I left, I asked them if its true that swimming is detrimental to eczema. Yes, they confirmed. So, I was like, er... I have eczema. ^^;; Though it was quite, "duh".

Anyway I made like 5 more friends at the pool today. I couldn't help but laugh at myself when I slip twice during my attempts at getting out of the pool. Then my new friends were like, "ARE YOU OKAY?!?!" haha...

Oh yes, oh yes, I think I broke the record for "getting-ready-in-the-shortest-time-possible". I was the last to go, so I was like really rushing cause Loh was waiting beside the pool for me. I jump out, grab my stuff, ran to the toilet, shower, change, run back to my bag, stuff my towel into my bag, wear my shoes and start running out of the complex. Haha... I'm like so fast that one of my SCG mate commented on it.

Can't wait for weekend. Going shopping with mum!!!

PS: Bing Sheng you must jia you in VJ kay?!?

Chinese New Year

2005-01-29T17:47:00.000+08:00

Listening: Kiss - Because I'm a Girl

Happy belated Jae Joong!!!

I forget all about JJ's birthday until yesterday. So many things... I also forget about renewing my EZlink card. Busy... busy... But anyway.. happy 19th birthday, Hero?

Mum bought lots of CNY goodies!! All my favourites.. love letters, dried mango slices, pineapple tarts.. yum.
It's ah ma's death anniversary soon, so we're going to the temple to offer incense tomorrow. I miss her.

We're playing Shape of my Heart by Backstreet Boys, Accidentally in Love by Counting Crows and I do by 98 deg on Valentine's Day!!

New tutor

2005-01-29T00:13:00.000+08:00

Listening: Rurouni Kenshin BGM

Today is a hellish long day. My day unofficially ends only at 10.30 PM. Cause mum decided to hire me a tutor for Physics. And that's after 10.5 hours in school. x_X Anyway, the tutor is quite nice, young too. I love his eyes. Very big. Dad says he's quite good looking. Weird, but he seems to be easily amused by me.

For some reason, two men came to the gate, selling ice-cream.. in the middle of the night. So I excused myself and asked what the men wanted. Just when I told the men that I'm busy, my tutor came and peered above my shoulder. The two men then quickly backed away. Don't know what they're thinking. Lolx

Did I mention that Guitar's Club pres is also very good looking? He has beautiful eyes too... He also seem to really adore his twin brother. Can hear the affection in his voice when he ask about his brother. Identical twins!! His twin is the president of LEO Club.

Back to Guitar, we're split into groups to learn how to play songs for Songs Dedication on Valentine's Day/ Friendship Day. I'm the lousiest player. WTH. It's okay!! I shall persevere!!!

Stressed.

2005-01-26T19:18:00.000+08:00

Listening: The Trax - Tears

One day I'm just going to silently crash and nobody would realise.

Just because I've turned demented, I've decided to take on Triple Sciences + maths. That's heavy enough, then I've also signed myself on 3 CCAs. I'm crazy yah? I don't know how I'm going to shoulder on for 2 more years. So tired. Both physically and mentally exhausted.

I just realised that I forget to renew my ezlink card, so I now have to pay the adult fare. I was so traumatised that I wasn't even paying attention to the maths lecture. I'm like so freaking upset over it. Told mum. She started scolding and nagging me. Like.. wth?

... Don't know what to say anymore. I'm just wallowing in self pity cause there's long distance run tomorrow. Ignore this post please.

Anyway I watched the PV of Gackt's new single arittake no ai de. I'm quite disappointed to say the least. It.. sucks. o_O And I don't like the PV. 'nuff said. >__>

happy + sad

2005-01-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

Listening: Janne da Arc - Gekkoka

I broke my watch.

I reached home slightly earlier than mum. She stepped in and immediately ask me, "Are you happy?" What kind of question is that when I just broke my watch? Mum then pointed to a cardboard envelope lying on de cabinet. It's my DBSK postcards from US!!! XD~~~ Kay, I'm very happy, plus mum promised to buy me a new watch.

Meet the Parents session

2005-01-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

Listening: Tony An - Blue Sky

Something akin to a miracle is going to happen. Dad is going to my Meet-the-parents session this coming Wednesday!! For some reason, through out primary school and secondary school, none of either of my parents have went to such a session. Actually, during secondary 2, my parents planned to go for it, since its streaming year the next year. However, that afternoon, unforunately my beloved grandmother passed away.

So anyway, yah, dad is going for my MPsession. o_O;;

Who cares, yah?

2005-01-22T17:28:00.000+08:00

Listening: Changin' my Life - Eternal Snow

Oh my gosh!! Look what I found at Incomplete!!

>___________> Okay, I'm procrastinating. I don't want to do my homework. So I'm slacking alot. Who cares.

Sianz

2005-01-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

Listening: Britney Spears - Every Time

Today just isn't my luck. In fact this week isn't that great too. I lost my pencil case few days ago. Then I thought I lost my 10 bucks. Then my precious Chang Min chain broke. Let's just say I'm rather down on luck. >____>

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Still reading? You're my friend then. Who else have the patience? I think I'm not coping well with JC life at all. On top of trying to make more friends, I have to juggle schoolwork and CCA. I'm going for 3. Finally, there's swimming lessons. I have to stuggle with my phobia of water.

Ah well, good night friends.

More friends

2005-01-18T20:26:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Good bye

I feel that I'm such a drifter. I hang out with some people one day and another the other day. Like.. I'm nobody's particular friend. But anyway I want to announce that I made more friends today! First I thought I was late for swimming(kay, I was). Then this girl came along. So we walked to the complex together. Her name's Emily!! XD~
Then beginners congregate to one side. Everybody wants to cross the pool with their friend, so I was asked to change places 3 times. But anyway, I met another girl beside me, Li Min!! She also don't know how to swim, so we held hands and walked across the pool together. Later on, we partnered each other.

MAGIC's meeting is today. I went kay!! and we watched Gundam Seed Destiny. Seriously, I think the anime is great. It's just too bad that I don't know who is who. And I met more girls. Theres Crystal, Xiu Hui, Pei Fen, Gladys and Samantha. I didn't talk much to the last 2, cause them seem like those unfriendly type. Then when Alvin was like.. this is Yi Fang... blah blah. Then Natalie got so excited. Lolx. Oh yes, there's this senior... quite handsome yah? Yes, BS, I'm ogling guys again.

Chaos

2005-01-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

My world is a mess.

Teresa, I'm sorry that you're angry.

There is only one thing I am happy about today. We finally got our Subject Combination Grouping. I'm in 19. Okay, that probably doesn't mean anything to anybody outside TJ, but I'm in NINETEEN. And Loh, Alvin Leong, Li Ming and Benjamin is also in 19. 5 temasekians!! We shall rock SCG 19!!

I'm so touched.

2005-01-15T10:08:00.000+08:00

Listening: Kang Ta - Pine Tree (yf swoons at listening to his voice)

Just look at what my dear dear friends posted on my tagboard!!! I'm so touched, yah. T_T

*hugs Tritri*

*hugs ahbie*

*hugs britney* (btw, I really dun like Britney Spears)

Last week, I was complaining and crying to mum that my phone is lousy and stupid and most of all, OLD. But actually it's just peer pressure. Seeing others have colour, camera phones, I wanted too. So dad asked me if I want a new phone. I told him no, its okay. But anyway dad has agreed to purchase me a new guitar and shoes. So yah, quite happy.

Going out to QUEENSTOWN(where that good looking NSman is living) to buy shoes later. So I should do my tutorial work now?? But I'm procrastinating.

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2005-01-13T17:48:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the sky - Monologue

I had another urge to delete my blog. It's a wasteland that nobody reads anyway.

I blabbled and talked to Teresa just now. I've kept it all bottled up till now. I wanted to talk to someone. But just don't know how to start. So who else better then my best friend? (Yup, love you lots. *muackx*) Not sure I feel better emotionally, but I think that I'm a little bit more up to tackle another day in school.

Currently, there is this chinese drama airing at 10.45 PM on wednesdays. It started last night. Oh my god, I got up twice in the night to turn on and off the recorder. The reason I wanted to watch it so much was that there was this man who looked so much like Teru from Glay. Mum was like.. he's old. I mean that Hong Kong actor, not Teru. But he's so FREAKIN' HANDSOME~!! Unfortunately, his character died within the first 10 minutes. What a pity. He's so drop dead handsome. XD~

Whatever.... whatever..

2005-01-11T19:44:00.000+08:00

I think the 5 of us are really crazy today. Su is her usual motherly and mature self, so naturally she's as sane as ever. But the rest of us are a bit... hmm.. Especially Vivian and Teresa. o_O;; I think it's just that we're too jubilant at seeing each other. Anyway, TJ badge is the ugliest. TPJC's collar pin ROCKS.

I'm giving up buying my headphones. Did I mentioned that my favourite(it's the only 1 I have) headphones have died on me? I want new shoes.

----------Ignore this---------------

Haiz, quite annoyed. I've been going around telling whoever wants to know that I'm NOT getting along with my OG(but some of the guys quite friendly)!!! Like I feel excluded by them. I don't mind when my good friends give me sound advice. But I feel pissed when people I barely know go and tell me to mix around. Like hello, you don't know me, don't try to act like you do. 'Nuff said.

DBSK

2005-01-10T19:14:00.000+08:00

Okay, first off, I want to say I'm such a TERRIBLE slacker. Fellow 4/3ers in TJ have already done a lot of their Maths Tutorial homework and here I was this morning starting my first few questions.

Am watching the making of Magic Castle. Chang Min is just... Chang Min. And Jun Su totally went berserk in the video. Lmaof XD~

Chang Min!!!! =^_^ He always just smile so winningly at the camera... and he is getting skinnier, yah? T_T Poor boy.

I just realised LEAD's Keita and Akita was also born in 1988. Albeit, months after me.

PS: My eczema is acting up again. Horrible. Freak. I wake up at least 3 times in the night.

Blah.

2005-01-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

I smsed Abby (only she'll still be up) while I was sitting outside Suntec City Tower 3. Alone. Well, she didn't reply. Quite depressed. Maybe it's just me. I'm a loner. I'm anti-social. Or just maybe I'm not outgoing enough. Maybe it's cause I'm tired. But I feel that they are like totally ignoring me. Can't be bothered about the guys, but all the girls seem to be leaving me out.

There's a clan outing on Saturday, so the group decided to stay overnight on Friday till morning. Then, they will set off for the clan gathering. I'm adamant about not going. For heaven's sake, me trs and abi has decided to go out on Saturday. Of course they are much more important then some stupid clan gathering where I'm just gonna sit around and stare into space like an idiot.

I don't know lar. Today is my happiest day ever since Orienation starts as I spent most of my day with my fellow Temasekians. Heh. Whenever I'm with my group, I would find myself racking my brain for stuff to say. But with my friends, I don't. Sometimes silence is enough. With my friends, I don't need to force myself to smile or laugh if I don't want to. I don't need to throw up barriers and facades and pretend to be someone I'm not.

To benny>> Hi... thank you for leaving a message in my taggy! Yeah... Chang Minnie is definitely getting more adorable! =^_^

Orientation Renaissance Part 1

2005-01-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

I don't want to talk about *points to topic title* so let's skip that and go to...

Yi Fang's Word of the Day
by Bing Sheng

Soporific: boring (in yf's terms)

vacillate: use this word when you cannot make up your mind

predicate: affirm/establish
eg. His speech predicated[affirmed] the pros of e democracy

Cool eh?

I got a freakin' call!!!

2005-01-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

Listening: W-inds - Long Road.

Well, the title says it all. I got a call~!!! I wonder about Natalie. Maybe we're in the same group~!! XD~

Just Once

2005-01-02T19:06:00.000+08:00

Listening: Chang Min - Just Once

Just Once

'cause here we are back where we were before

seems nothing ever changes

we're back to being strangers

wondering if we ought to stay or head on out the door

Just once

can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong

why we never last for very long

what are we doing wrong.

just once

can't we find a way to finally make it right

to make the magic last for more than just one night

if we could just get to it

I know we could break through it.

Ohh ohhh

I gave my heart

but I think my heart may have been too much

'cause lord knows we're not getting anywhere

seems we're always blowing

whatever we've got going

and it seems at times with all we've got

we haven't got a prayer....

Just once

can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong

why the good times never last for long,

where are we going wrong

just once...

can't we find a way to finally make it right

to make the magic last for more than just one night

i know we could break through it

if we could just get to it

(Bridge)

Just once, I want to understand.....

why it always comes back to goodbye;

why can't we get ourselves in hand

and admit to one another

we're no good without each other

take the best and make it better

find a way to stay together

Just once.....

can't we find a way to finally make it right...Ohhhh

to make the magic last for more than just one night

i know we could break through it

if we could just get to it

Just Once.....

Ohhhh, we can get to it

Just Once.....

Arranged by Quincy Jones

Credits: Lyricsdownload.com

I'm sick with worry as to why nobody from TJ has called me. So I'm starting to think I made a mistake. Perhaps I'm really hallucinating that I got into TJ. But... "School Posted To TEMASEK JUNIOR COLLEGE
Course Posted To SCIENCE / 0702S" So what the heck? I really feel like crying now. None of my good friends are in TJ. I feel so alone. :'(

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2005-01-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

Am I really such a irritating person?

Chang Min

2005-01-01T21:39:00.000+08:00

I got myself a handphone strap that says "Changmin". Fabulously happy.. I hung it on my bag, so I guess everybody that sees it is gonna think that my name is Chang Min? Nope! That's my darling's name. Max is too common... so I settled for Chang Min.

Cheers~

My problem(s)

2004-12-31T17:16:00.000+08:00

Listening: Kuraki Max - Time after time

Teresa, I'll explain my current problems.

I ordered 2 sets of Dong Fang Shen Qi postcards online. I'm supposed to pay by cheque or money order. But money orders in Singapore cannot be accepted by America. There's only the international bank draft. It's a **** good way to pay but the other party doesn't know what it is and has yet to reply me. 40 minutes before the post closes. And tomorrow is 1st Jan - public holiday. And no post on Sunday too. The worst thing is, payment has to reach them in 10 days, after the invoice has been sent. Otherwise, the order will be cancelled. I've lost 3 days already. In conclusion, I've decided to give up my dear postcards.

If I really don't get them, I guess I'll put the money to good use - Tsunami Aid. Dad gave $100 and I want to donate $50. I have no money but 50 can be deducted from my pocket money. 5 million people lack clean water, shelter, food, sanitation and medicine. So we must all do what we can.

Like I said, next two days are public holidays, while school reopens on Monday, yet nobody has called me yet. Was so worried that I almost pulled my hair out with frustration. But then Natalie MSN me and found that she and her friend hasn't been contacted yet too. So yeah... I'm very relieved I'm not the only one.

Worries

2004-12-30T17:29:00.000+08:00

Listening: Fly to the Sky - Monologue
When I sat at the bus stop waiting for mum to pick me up, I start thinking of what I shall rant and rave about. On how annoyed I am at some people's selfish actions. But then again, I'm so tired now. What's the point?

I received the invoice. Quite excited, but I can't send money orders/ chequest to USA. Only bank drafts. Hopefully I can receive the stuff by next month. Worried that the stuff will get sold out by then. Jae Joong's birthday next month. My darling Chang Minnie's birthday is on Febuary 18. XD~ Totally irrelevant but never mind. Chang Min is short sighted. He's so adorable when he wears specs. =^_^

Another thing I'm concerned over is that Temasek JC hasn't called me to inform me what orientation group I am. They called Loh and YL already... Did they 1)forget about me 2)kick me out 3)I wasn't in in the first place. Hah, I'm getting paranoid.

Left Hander

2004-12-29T12:41:00.000+08:00

Listening: Psycho le Cemu - Gekai no merry-go-round

I just realise Gackt is a left hander.
Watched Gackt's performance in 54th Kouhaku again. Why is he sitting in the middle of the audience?!?! Sis thinks he is handsome. =^_^

Photos

2004-12-26T13:22:00.000+08:00

Listening: Dream - Get Over
I just realised that my brother has uploaded our photos taken in Japan.